prinCZess
Warrior, Writer, Performer, Perv
I don't share the impulse/idea to destroy the thing, but can certainly see and understand why someone would. A personal reminder of your own survival (and its cost) would be wrapped up in the rifle coming out of that whole shitshow, and that has something of an emotional value...But, then, the gun you literally killed people with is a bit...stark...as a reminder and is also a fricken' huge emotional burden (and even more so thanks to the absolute public spectacle the situation and trial turned into).
You could argue about how much processing and dealing with trauma has occurred if a reminder is so painful you can't bear it, but the opposing argument there could easily focus on how much healthier it is to build out from your life itself as the thing you walk away from the whole shitshow with and, again, the gun you killed with is an incredibly head-screwing piece of physical, emotional baggage to have around you.
You could argue about how much processing and dealing with trauma has occurred if a reminder is so painful you can't bear it, but the opposing argument there could easily focus on how much healthier it is to build out from your life itself as the thing you walk away from the whole shitshow with and, again, the gun you killed with is an incredibly head-screwing piece of physical, emotional baggage to have around you.