so this is off-topic, but within the topic Star Wars so hopefully, it's not a derail. my mind remembered one of if not my first OC and fanfiction. Now I know for a fact that the story was BAD. It was essentially putting my character into the OT kingdom hearts style except even worse and more haphazardly. I'm not going to try and redux that particular fanfic, but I am trying to essentially reboot my character.
So essentially my character: He was eight years old and his sister was about 15 when Order 66 occurred. His mother was a Jedi knight who fell in love with a young bounty hunter from the outer realm. she was essentially able to hide around things by essentially taking in the kids to the temple herself. (Plus contrary to what Anakin fears most of the Jedi isn't a *Hee haw Hee haw Hee haw* when it comes to attachments.
Vader defeats my character's mom at the sacking of the temple. (Turns out she's alive and was brainwashed Winter Soldier style) and the two kids manage to escape in the chaos thanks to her dad.
the story proper begins in 1 BBY My character grows to hate Vader and when he grows up he becomes a Sith Hunter (hunting down Insquistors and Dark side adepts. Meanwhile, this whole time he seems to have gone Dark Jedi black cloak, red lightsaber has no qualms about using powers like force choke and force crush, and he's really aggressive in combat. He keeps attacking imperial targets in hopes of drawing Vader out (much to the frustration of his father) eventually the empire sends a mysterious inquisitor that turns out to be his mom, the two reunite and she helps him draw Vader out. (although this turns out to all be a trap by Vader as it turns out she was still under the Empire's control.) My character gets his chance to fight Vader and while he does impress Vader and puts up a good fight, it's obviously not enough.
Much to everyone's surprise though Vader decides to spare both my character and his mom because she "Reminds him of someone he once knew *Cough cough Padme cough cough* but warns my character to "Pray they never meet again." Vader's told that there is some good in him he'd be able to see if he bothered to look which Vader deflects saying "If you knew me as well as you thought, you'd think differently." My character's mom confronts him telling him that it was never his destiny to defeat Vader. My charecter ask who is...cut to Luke Skywalker looking at the Binary sunset.
The big question everyone asks my character is how he's able to give into his anger and his rage so without giving into the dark side. The answer is...he doesn't. He's very much a dark Jedi the difference is he consciously makes the choice to not be a genocidal maniac and live by a code of honor. It goes back to it's not a question of light or dark, but what you decide to do as a person.
Thoughts, or suggestions?