Have you looked? Really looked. Really gone to places where you would find such women. Have you put the work into yourself to make yourself attractive to good women? Wallowing in bitterness isn't attractive to good women. I could tell you where to look but it's not going to do you much good with your current mindset.
If you like bluntness, I'm reminded of Alec Baldwin's scene from Glengarry Glen Ross.
The leads aren't weak. You're weak. Alec Baldwin's character had even better leads... But giving it to these guys would have been throwing them away. The problem was ultimately with them, not the leads.
If you want to talk about feminity or masculinity, what's more masculine? Sitting around complaining about how hard it is to find a woman who isn't a "vapid soulless automaton"? Or determining that you want something better for yourself than being bitter and lonely and miserable, putting the work in to yourself, and then putting yourself out there to find a good woman regardless of how hard it is?