All things that can be addressed without growing and then removing tits, and castrating yourself.
You are okay how you are. In the body you have.
I truly and honestly hope that one day you realize this and that you find help from someone who can assist you in getting there.
Yeah, FWIW, I think that now is too late for me to get castrated and to undergo female puberty. The damage has already been done. I do want facial and full-body laser hair removal and possibly electrolysis, though. Once I can actually afford this, that is.