There can be a time in your life where the sun shines bright, but all you see is darkness. When there are people around you, but not too close, and you feel like the last man in the universe. You don't like what you see in the mirror, and certainly not what you see when you look over your shoulder. All the the could-haves and the should-haves that would have led to a happier life, had you made the right decision all those years ago. Worse, you're dogged by questions. What do I do? Where do I go? Who do I talk to? Worst of all is the why. Why do this instead of that? Why do anything at all? Why keep going.
I wish I had answers. God help me.
I wish I had answers. God help me.