If so,both your life and death have no value.Just like everything else.
That's a theological quandary.
There's different layers to everyone.
I like to vent my ideas when I trip elsewhere so they don't stay in my head, I didn't really expect these but it's been interesting to see.
I found somewhere I could vent that completely unabashedly right.
But this afternoon, there's a remarkable rush serotonin with inside of me, at one time I used to take pharmaceuticals.
Trazadone, Adderall, and Lithium.
It felt like the Trinity of you know I'd function but often I'd be jaggedy
and have a snarky and often with very hateful sarcasm, edge and I didn't really just flow.
When my state got medical weed, they also got psychedelics research for severe cases of PTSD.
Psilocybin, remarkable chemical.
When offered the chance, I took it.
Now this morning on my own, my serotonin receptors are balanced, I feel harmonious with the world around me and the people around me.
I didn't let them see my strangeness.
I don't have a sister so you know it's just me, with both my parents anyway.
Being their only child, together and having grown half siblings, on both sides that very much saw me is an extension of a marriage they didn't approve of, and treated me accordingly and still do strangely.
They would agree with you.
So, I make jokes.
I feel like we ourselves make our own value.
I know there's been more value in my expanding consciousness and efforts to reach out and understand everything.
But doing so within reason.
I don't want to wake up and actually feel that heavy feeling of too many thoughts.
Well what I've written about equality etc and other crazy gibberish.(but in my mind is well they were written thoughtfully having a completely well thought out)
I just had to come back and see, oh my.
Actually continuing to roll around in the head.
I feel like they would manifest out, and I would say those things to someone, and with a much greater passion and intensity.
But a muted more subtle version of them exist in the back of my mind.
So you tell me?
Do you, stranger define what is my right to exist?
We're both wasting our time chatting away on a message board.
☝️Read it again.
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