There's no need to psychoanalyze! I'm here.
It's really, sincerely because I have an enormous, intemperate love for right and impulsively responded to the wrongs being done to this community by giving them a home. Anyway, I don't need validation from people on the internet; I function perfectly fine in real life, and if I hadn't been outed by the left-wing discord none of you would know, because I don't think it's an issue worthy of discussion. I've been functioning normally for more than a decade now and I don't care what anyone says on the internet (particularly when I've already laid out my own internally coherent argument in the thread for any passers-by to read), particularly when yesterday I was complimented twice on my appearance for perfectly banal and absolutely lovely girl-reasons in the space of fifteen minutes while just ordering coffee and a sandwich.
If someone wants to get really worked up about all of this and call me a eunuch on my own message board, they can, but please remember that eunuchs were incredibly dangerous people and often powerful government functionaries, so it isn't an insult, but it's also kind of silly when any of you could meet me in real life, and based on past experience, wouldn't even know.
Of course, like any woman, I care about my appearance and presentation. The transgenders you see sperging up the internet... Frequently do not. They probably seek validation online because they don't receive any in their normal lives.