“No, don’t paw my face,” Katherine tried to sternly correct one of the puppies but felt her heart give way to the cute and innocent face. “Fine,” She jokingly sighed. “C’mere,” She pulled the white fluff into her lap and scratched behind his ears.
His pink tongue lolled out of his mouth, and the puppy panted in joy, his leg occasionally trying to scratch at his ear before pausing as Katherine got to it first.
Eventually, the puppy got bored and stood up, leaving her lap to wrestle with one of his brothers or sisters. Pouncing on one and rolling around, nipping and yipping at each other.
Looking up, she noticed her father and Mark talking about something, their voices low among the loud puppies. She saw the expression on her father’s face. He was initially troubled before his expression smoothed into calm at something Mark said. An odd look was on Hanse’s face as he considered something.
Mark’s eyes then wandered around the living room and met hers. His eyes shone with mirth as he smiled and responded to her father's words. Then he walked over to the playpen gate.
“These little fellas are a bit overdue to go outside,” he said, looking at Kat’s younger sister, who was buried in a pile of white fluff. “Can you help me corral these youngsters outside before they have any accidents?”
“Sure!” Yvonne poked her blond head out of the pile, the broad grin never leaving her face as she began to help the puppies out to the yard, one or two at a time.
“Sage, Thyme,” Mark whistled. “Outside!”
The two Australian Shepherds ran out the door, following Yvonne and the puppies.
“So,” Mark turned to Hanse and Katherine. “We can take this outside in the sunshine while it’s still warm out. Or, I can start the fireplace and prepare some dinner for you and your detail. He shrugged. It was apparent Mark hadn’t hosted in a while and was uncertain how to move on from here.
Kat moved closer to her father and nudged him with her foot before moving for the front door.
“Dinner would be nice,” She called over her shoulder as the screen door flung open.
Mark’s farm wasn’t the perfect paradise people thought of when they saw farm live depicted in movies or on the Tri-Vid. There were piles of old wood and junk from cleaning up the farm that Mark hadn’t dealt with yet, old vehicles and projects in different places, and plenty of more overgrown fields to contrast the flat pasture and neat rows of planted vegetables and root vegetables.
But it was definitely a home. The local star was beginning to shift below the horizon just behind the barn, casting a warm glow over everything. Yvonne and the puppies played in the front yard closest to the house while the Twins kept the puppies from ranging too far away in their exploration.
Katherine shivered, hugging her arms tight around her. Her heart leaped into her chest, her eyes unfocused on the scene before her. Maybe this was all just conjured up in her imagination. She had wanted something warm, so she dreamt it to keep the cold at bay. She might still be in that cell, and this was all one giant simulation her brain had invented to try and make sense of the white walls and the mismatched time.
She was still shaking when she heard the boots on the wooden deck of the front porch.
“Hey,” A friendly voice nudged her on the side. "Whatcha thinking about, Kat?”
Mark leaned across the front porch railing and looked out over his property. Even when surprised, he radiated peace with himself and his place in life. A calm in the storm.
She swallowed and exhaled before stepping forward and bumping his shoulder with her own.
“About how much junk is on your farm,” She snarked, reaching for sarcasm to disguise the fear still buried within.
“It’s a work in progress,” Mark gave a short barking laugh. “You should have seen how the rest looked when I bought the place. Instead of the nice piles for me to sort through, they were scattered throughout the fields. There were a bunch of extra lean-twos, broken tractors, you name it.”
Mark paused and looked at the cleaned and freshly painted barn, then at the puppies and Yvonne Steiner-Davion playing in the yard.
“In a way, the farm is a lot like myself,” He continued, his voice taking an odd wistful tone. “When I first started here, I was a mess. No purpose, no meaning, and no plan on how to go from broken to whole again.”
Mark then looked at her, seemingly staring into the fear of her heat.
“But then, with time, effort, a lot of elbow grease, and patience, the pieces started to come together,” Mark’s voice then firmed up. The wistfulness left, leaving someone with purpose behind. “The farm, like me, isn’t finished yet. It may never be finished. Everyone is made up of broken pieces; we’re all just trying to fit them back together again.”
“I-” Kat cut herself off from explaining what had happened. The fear was now replaced with an odd twisting feeling in the pit of her stomach. It prevented her from saying what she wanted to.
“Talking about things can help,” Mark continued gently, noting her paused words with a nod. “But not always. Sometimes, it’s better to just take things as they come.”
Katherine let the feeling dissipate and leaned into the farmer, momentarily resting her head on his shoulder and enjoying the peace he radiated.
The sun had set about an hour ago, allowing the cool air of autumn to set in across my farm. The Steiner-Davions sat in my living room, enjoying the warmth of my hearth while I moved around the kitchen under the watchful eyes of one of their security detail.
I laid steaks out across the pan on the bar, a jar of salt in my hand as I pre-salted them before turning and preheating my oven to the right temp while I let the steaks rest. Then, I peeled open two garlic bulbs, stripped the outer coating, and threw it in a pan with a stick of butter. That would need to break down over time while I set the rest of dinner to cook. I pulled out a bunch of smaller potatoes I’d harvested earlier in the year and put them on the stove with water and a touch of vinegar. The plan was to use the garlic paste on the roasted potatoes and serve them as a side to go with the steaks.
Then, I began chopping up the herbs I’d set out earlier in the day. I chopped until I had a small pile, then tossed them into a bowl before going to the fridge and pulling out the ingredients I needed. Some lime juice, Worcestershire sauce, and a small jar of local honey from the cabinet. I mixed it all into the bowl with the other ingredients and turned it into a paste that would go on the steaks right before I put them in the oven to roast to prep them for the reverse sear.
By that point, it had been ten minutes since I’d salted the steaks, and they were ready to go in the oven after a quick dab of the paste I’d just made and a bit of rosemary laid on top.
“Why are you putting the steaks in the oven?” The guard asked, his eyes tracking the steaks as I placed them in and set a timer.
“It makes the reverse sear better if some of the meat breaks down beforehand,” I replied, moving back to the stove, pulling the potatoes off of the stove, and cutting them in half. “When I pull them from the oven, they’ll look ugly but end up tasting and looking way better after I sear them. Too much of a sear, and the steak won’t be as good. You’re looking for that happy medium.”
I cut the potatoes in half and threw them into a pan with olive oil to brown. “So, what we’re going to do here is brown the potatoes, and then once they’re at a nice, crisp point, I’ll put some chicken stock in here along with some butter. We’ll end up with almost a gravy that goes with the potatoes and the garlic topping.”
“I’ll take your word for it,” the guard laughed.
It took about thirty minutes to bring everything to a finish. The steaks, potatoes, and other veggies I’d cooked were all laid out on plates. Each steak was a perfect seared brown outside, and the largest one I’d cut into for testing was a perfect medium rare.
Washing my hands and wiping them off on my apron, I stepped into the living room.
Hanse, Katherine, and Yvonne were all on the couch, asleep. Katherine’s head was leaning on her father, and Yvonne’s head was on her lap. The fireplace crackled softly in the background. Even the Twins had decided that it was time to rest. They’d curled up next to Kat’s feet and gently snored along with the Steiner-Davions.
I smiled. My heart felt so full at the sight that I almost didn’t wake them up. But I knew they would be hungry after a day like this.
“Can you wake them up?” I threw the security detail under the bus with a grin. “I’ll set the table.”
After a few moments, the sleepy family joined me at the table.
Once everyone was seated, I blessed the food, and we all began to dig in.
“It’s been a while since I had steak,” Hanse mused as he cut into the meat,“Don’t tell your mother or the doctors,” He winked at Yvonne. “They might get mad at me.”
After everyone started eating, though, the room grew silent. This filled me with a sense of accomplishment. Everyone knows the food is good when the conversation stops so that everyone can enjoy the meal.
“It’s starting to get fairly late out there,” I glanced out the window at the now-darkened skies. “If y’all don’t need to return to the Mountain tonight, you can spend the night here.”
“I think,” Hanse yawned, not bothering to cover his expressions with the mask he usually wore. “That we’ll take you up on that offer.”
After everyone finished eating, I collected their plates and piled them into the sink with some soapy water to soak.
“Let me go get the rooms set up for you,” I jerked my head toward the upstairs area where most of the bedrooms were. “Though, I do have to warn you. I get up early in the morning to care for all the animals.”
With that, I vanished upstairs. I hadn’t had guests stay in my house since I’d renovated it, and I wasn’t sure if I’d made the beds after the upstairs was finished.
Thankfully, past-me had the foresight to make the beds and set the rooms up correctly. I just needed to do a bit of dusting, and I was set.
I ran the duster over the solid surfaces and then went downstairs.
“Yvonne, Kat, there are four rooms upstairs and a bathroom. I have some basic toiletries up there, but nothing fancy. You’re welcome to use whatever I have or pick whichever room you want to sleep in,” I then shifted focus to the security detail. “You two can pick wherever you need to be to accomplish your jobs. Hanse, you can have the master bedroom. Now, I’ve got some chores to get to.”
I hugged Katherine and wished everyone goodnight before whistling for Sage and Thyme to follow me out the door. Farm chores could be postponed. But they always came due by the end of the day.
So, flashlight in hand and an old song on my lips, I stepped out into the darkness of the farm.